Bored, or rather... feeling stupid

I need to know some new information from people. I mean, what happens in their lives, latest news about who is what and when... Stuff like that. I am not talking with anyone here and it seriously becomes hellish, just doing your work and talking to no one. I know its a waste of time to talk an talk, but i think sometimes it also increases your intellect. anyway. I wish someone interesting would go online , like tami or jenny or kelly or maybe kust meet up with my friends like murni and hien. But todays the start of ramadan, so my muslim friends aint gonna take lunch break. And i dont want to bother people who have a date every lunch time like hin and thi, because its their time together.oh god i wanna talk lol. Wonder whats going on out there... Yea so thank go for blogger , i can express what i feel. Hahaha. :) hope somebody goes online

"Robot, go Fuck yourself."

Sorry for the foul words, i just wanna let my feelings out.  

I am never this angry with anybody (well, perhaps in my college days when immature students were my classmates).

By the way, robot is a what? 33 or 34 year old guy.  Its natural to expect maturity from him.  Fucking Asshole has a  small mind.  I. hate. him.  thanks to him, whenever i start writing my thesis, i get hurt by what he said to me last night.  It rings in my ears.  

So i want to tell him today, "robot, go fuck yourself" This is an account of what happened last night and i just want to document it, for my sake.

Alam mo ba kagabi si robot inaway na naman ako. Lagi na lang niya ko sinasabihan ng masasakit na bagay.  This is not the first time this happened.  Pang nth time na to.  Gusto ko lng irecord. Tulad nung isang araw, tinanong ko siya kung kailangan ba ilagay yung BFLE na homo lumo gap.  Sabi niya ndi daw. E sa tingin ko kailangan, so ni reconfirm ko kay big boss tinanong ko sa kanya kung talaga bang d kailangan yun.  Sabi niya kailangan ko raw ilagay.  So bumalik ako kay robot para I report yun. Sabi niya sa kin hindi daw niya sinabi na wag ko ilagay yung homo lumo gap.  Edi sabi ko ok baka miscommunication lang.  then he replied, kaya ko yun sinabi kasi hindi mo lang naiintindihan yung quantum calculation basic.  Meron pa siya sinabi nung araw nay un, basta puro kasi kasalanan ko na nag give up ako, puro kasalanan ko, puro ako yung nag give up and all that shit.  But clearly I didn't give up

Tapos yung sinabi niya sa kin kagabi.  Hindi na siya tinanong ko sa question na yoon kasi ndi naman niya sinasagot tanong ko.  

Nostalgic

I somehow miss my life before, before i went to Japan to take my masters. Now its like, i go to lab everyday and go home at 10pm, and i dont really talk with anyone, except to ask lab mates about chemistry. Aside from that i just stay at my work bench or my desk and do my thing without talking with anyone. And when im going home late at night, it seems like i didnt know what happened today. I just wrote my thesis and it feels as if nothing happened in the whole day.
I am looking forward to talk to my sister who i am about to meet in 2 minutes, but i couldnt think about anything to say because i dont really know what to say. Theres nothing much to talk about in one day in the lab...