This week, my life has never been so exciting I feel. Just this week I figured out the solution to the problem I have in my research. Now I can progress smoothly , I hope. It was quite tricky and difficult to discover , but I realized it. Although no one lauded me, I feel satisfied that I could solve it. Hate those ego filled grrrr anyway hahahhaha ... I also have been recently trying to astral project. This is scary for me when I heard it for the first time, but it reall arouses my curiosity. I feel more curious than afraid. I have been trying it for 3 days now, with no success but with improvement, or At least I think. Two days ago I had a hard time focusing. They say you're gonna feel paralyzed. Today I wasn't sure if I was paralyzed or not, but one thing I was sure about was that I felt numb. After I woke up completely , I searched the net about it and found out that numbness is the initial manifestation of paralysis. If only I continued to stay numb, maybe, just maybe, I could have successfully astral projected. I will do it again tonight or tomorrow morning. It is scary, but I am so curious about it, and I want to prove it. Wish me the best! Time for church now, see you later!